Anthony Duan
"Here I am holding something, something whose meaning I was not always aware of, and which might seem out
of place in my otherwise Westernized
life. When I was younger, I thought it was just a decoration, like a painting, but Asian. But over time, I
gradually became more aware of what
it symbolized. It is a connection between me and my ancestors, between my American family and my Chinese
relatives. At first it merely appears
Chinese: it's made of red paper, a traditional medium of Chinese handicraft, and is surrounded by the
exaggerated, serrated edges typical of
that art form. But it means something personal too. In the years of the Chinese zodiac, I was born in that
of the goat, or "yang". My Chinese
grandfather gave it to my parents at that time, as a reminder of what I was and what I came from. It was a
way for him to leave a part of
himself with us. It was a way to show that no matter what, despite being an ocean and continent away, we
were still the same family, and
that I was still its little goat. And in Chinese culture, a family cannot be broken. It must stay
together, and this little red goat is a sense
of our family's continuation, continuing to move, just as the years and the zodiac themselves do. Things
change, but they never end."